I apologize

Just wanted to apologize to anyone I have offended or upset in the past. I have been on a self destructive cycle for a few years only getting through the day by having a drink or binging on TV because I was scared to be alone with my thoughts. I have clung to people who showed me kindness because it wasn't something I was used to for a while. Thank you for anyone who has put up with that and is still around. Please bear with me as I try to get back onto the right path. I also wanted to forgive anyone who has trespassed against me. I understand that I have been distant, sometimes I have spouted wicked words and let you down, drove you away. Blessings to you.

I have been working through my issues, and have come to the realization that perhaps the reason a few ex's went looking for love/compassion in others was that they weren't getting it from me. So I have to own upto that and let go of the easier option which was to lay all blame on the other party. I accept that because I was so distant, I put career first and all the miriad of other excuses, I drove them into the arms of other people. For that I am sorry.

Please forgive me.